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When im bored....
I taste what the bored being is.
I take my dog out for a long walk.
I play guild wars or some other games that are boring me, study their mechanisms and think about what can be done arround that.
I study about game developpement.
I come at this site.
I update my weird profile at myspace.
I study the world arround me, energetically and about its mechanics.
I try to understand what the secret plan i have in my unconcious is.
I try to find what job i could endure.
I try to be less of a noobie dirty looser about girls.
I study and practice combat techniques, create some, work my balance, maintain and optimise my muscules, chi and sen o sen.
I try to remember what i basically wanted my life to be or define something new considering as wide as i can.
Something that could be interesting for me to do is quiting fondamentally useless occupations, being even more bored, going lower and lower in the truth of the actual human being, doing what i have to do, and be what i have to be, getting closer to myself and my surrounding, finding or creating a fight club, things like that.
Its my point of view at the moment, talking about me is a hard thing because i have to truncate concepts, unsaid and unconcious in words, the result makes the girls i care about flee, teach things to some people, bores or makes laught the others.
All that is cutted to the death, some hours of talking are requiered to skim most of the mentioned points.
Some other maybe more concrete things i do are working in the technic part in theatre troops (and playing a bit), helping my neighbors, not enought cleaning the house and doing the shores, fixing the others's body and learning about what is interesting me.
Basically, im almost always, or never bored, depends on the point of view, this being is a constant.
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